Alive

"At the core I'm a nervous person,

But you make me feel at Ease"

"And I'm a fairly depressive person,

But you make me feel Alive"

♥

Mislead

Love is a harsh word. Use it wrong and you're hurting the life of another.
Is that fair? Is it fair that we are foolish.
Do we really 'love' our friends, or do we only Love our partner.
Can we actually 'love' a band, a song, a sport.
Does anyone understand what love actually is anymore
or are we all mislead

Core

I am your Dreams

I am you Fears

I am your Nightmares

I am the core of your hatred

And your best friend

Closed Eyes

Shut your eyes to all around,
Close your ears and hear no sound,
Be alone and out of sight
to lull the pain and ease the fight

All my life

If all my life's in trust to you,
Would you still tear my heart in two?
If your heart aligns with mine,
Will it stay this way in time?
If I should place my hand in yours,
Would I come out with bumps and sores?
If I lay my head on your chest,
Will all my fears be put to rest?
If I should give you all my heart,
Please do not tear it all apart.

Warm

The only warmth I feel is that of the tears on my cheeks. The only happiness I feel is that of others. All I really want is the safety of a strong embrace. To be in the arms of another and feel at home.

Lavender

Did you ever close your eyes to feel the ground beneath your feet,
or stop listening to the freeway just to gaze upon the stars?
Have you ever known what it is to stop feeling
or to taste the rising sun?
Did you ever pass the roses to find the lavender instead
because in all of its simplicity, it smells just as sweet.

Empty Page

An empty page, a solemn cry,
A lack of words when tears run dry.
When all is lost and none is good
What light could not, the darkness could.
Candles flicker lusty light
that makes us love the black of night.
A loss of self, a dusty tomb
a grave we dig for ones own doom.
For who are we? Why are we here?
With lack of purpose, growing fear
Why are we here, what can we do
When all our hearts are torn in two.
An empty page, a solemn cry,
Do we live of should we die

Remember

If something else was on, would you forget
If you had to get up early, would you forget
If you had to work late, would you forget
If you had plans to meet your friends would you forget
If you were halfway across the world, would you forget
If you couldn’t actually see me, would you forget
If you had nothing, nothing at all other, Would you forget
I wouldn’t.
Please remember me..

Leon's Homework. That I did for him.

The darkness, it succumbs me, it’s screaming out my name
It’s drawing me towards it, to the centre of the maze
It wraps its arms around me and takes away my pain
All the misery and loneliness that haunts me in the days
The sting of burning daylight, it shows up all the flaws
It shows the failures and mishaps, all the cuts and all the scars
It’s light that, upon us, forces foolish rules and laws
But the darkness brings us freedom, like a lack of walls and bars
The dark is not an enemy, but an escape from being wrong
You see only what’s within you, what is not seen with your eyes
And all that stood before you does no longer seem so strong
You hear only words of truth and are never fooled by lies
The darkness falls upon us with the sunset of each night
It oozes from each crevice and returns each wrong to right.

No Words

There's no words for this feeling This lulling deep inside
Theres no way to convey this, but its something I can't hide
I feel as if I'm flying, my heart is on a high
My face reveals the way I feel, There's love in every sigh
I love the way this feels now, the calming of my nerves
Like every thing that comes my way is just a minor curve
There is only one for me who makes me feel this way
I wish that I could be with him at night and in the day
Theres no words for this feeling, this caring, calming love
but it's surely from the heavens, he's my gift from above

Times of doubt

He'll kiss my hand, he'll hold me tight, he'll keep me safe and warm,
He'll love me for a lifetime and he'll help me through the storms.
He'll have to know me inside out, he'll have to see my soul
to help me in the biggest way and fill the throbbing hole.
He will be so very handsome, from the inside shining out
he'll be there to stand up for me when I'm in times of doubt.
I don't know when I'll find him, or if he will be mine,
but love with him could surely last the strongest test of time.