Monday, December 27, 2010

Someone

Someone to love, someone to hold,
someone to support me in acts that are bold.
Someone to love me, someone to care,
someone who i know is open to share.
Someone who's happy, achieving their goals,
someone who looks for a meeting of souls.
Someone who warms me when I'm feeling cold,
A strongest of loves even when we are old.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Thrive

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I guess I wasn't right for you.
But while lemons are sour,
Candy is sweet
and there's somebody out there I just have to meet.
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I guess I wasn't right for you.
But while my heart is beating,
While the world is alive,
and while people need helping, My love with thrive.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Flowers

I wanna be given flowers
I wanna be asked to dance
I wanna sway beneath the moonlight
Give this love another chance
I wanna fold into your arms again
Touch you lips to mine
I wanna be in your embrace my sweet
I miss you more with time

Monday, December 6, 2010

Bone from Bone

Another summer alone,
Another lover is gone,
Another challenge I face
but I'm such a disgrace.
Another sad bit
and a corner to sit,
Another pained day
where I don't care to say.
Another cold floor,
Another closed door,
I'm hurt and I'm sore
and there seems nothing more.
No crack of light,
just fear, just fright,
just loss, just pain
over, over again.
For with no more love,
not from you nor above,
My summer's alone
and I'm torn bone from bone.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Sway

You're begging me back and I'm starting to sway,
Say you see your mistakes more every day.
Promised to change and promised it's true,
Promised to show me a better you.
How do I trust feelings unsure
when it comes to my heart, when I'm facing the floor
And how can I trust that your feelings won't sway,
that you won't just forget to love me some day.
I cannot decide, I cannot be sure
Are you able of change, do I open that door

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Drown

How do I stifle this feeling, this warning of danger foreboding
How can I ignore this guidance, this obvious warning of drowning.
How do I pretend not to know what the world is giving to me
That something great is coming, and it's something I don't want to see.
It will overwhelm me with feelings, the kind that I try to avoid
And struggling, choking, drowning, all my strength will have seemed to've deployed.
Once again I'm alone and I'm drowning, in uncertainty, in pain and in fear
But with each night the dawn is approaching and I remember the light is quite near..

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Silence

This silence, it is eerie, it's messing with my head
If only you would talk to me you'd put my fears to bed
But as long as it is silent, I'll always have my doubts
And doubts are what is killing me with tears and fears and pouts.
Do you truely love me, or do you truely not
I want to know what's in your head, to see your every thought
I wish to understand you, to avoid foolish mistakes
To see when I've annoyed you, and not put us at stake
I do my dear, I love you, They're words I need not say
But I share them with you anyway to keep my heart at bay

Saturday, October 9, 2010

My Own

I'm alone in a castle of my own mind.
Of my own pain.
Of my own despair.
I'm in a castle of my own creation, and all I want to do is leave.
I want to taste the clean fresh air of the outdoors, swim the rivers that start high in the mountains, and feel the earth between my toes.
But I am stuck in a castle of my own mind, of my own pain, and of my own despair.
I'm locked in a castle, alone.
A place that perhaps once held great things and housed great people, is once again beginning to crumble.
Fraying at the edges.
But to stop a dress from fraying, you burn the edges, and what good would that do for this castle of cold stone.
I would still be alone. Even if the walls ceased to crumble.
And what good is a castle when you're alone?

.

I feel I'm alone in this pit of despair

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Darkness

There is darkness within every heart, and Every heart is capable of creating pain.

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Yours

These are the words that I'm too scared to say
These are the feelings that fill in my days
These are the times that I cherish and keep
And these are the love notes that get me to sleep.
Yours are the eyes that can see the true me
Yours are the words that can help set me free
Yours is the love that can make my heart warm
And yours is the love that stops my world being torn

Monday, September 13, 2010

Alive

"At the core I'm a nervous person,
But you make me feel at Ease"

"And I'm a fairly depressive person,
But you make me feel Alive"