Soul Searching

In all my life I've never known a person such as me,
Looking for connections in the things that wander free.
Ever should I find someone so intricate as I,
Mistakes and faults and failures would simply float on by.
I'm looking for myself now, I'm trying to find my soul,
I need someone who understands to help me reach my goal.
I cannot see inside of me like I see through other's walls,
And when I reach the higher powers I don't seem to hear their calls.
They're muffled with my own thoughts, of who I think I'd be,
I need a new connection as it's only them who see.
My spirit is within me; Has been through every life.
A whole persona still retained through hardships and through strife.
I wish to know what she knows, I wish to know her name,
I wish to be completely her, To be one an the same.