Still

The stillness, it is chilling, my eyes begin to droop,
I'm pushing down the feelings that will keep me in a loop.
The water runs together, the ends will always meet,
But it's different when it's rolling from my eyes down to my feet.
Your arms are warm and open, your heart is made of gold,
When you are not around with me the world can seem so cold.
I wish that you were with me now, I wish that you were here,
To hold me safe and keep me sane and wipe away the tears.
I don't know where you are now, if you're happy, if you're safe,
I don't even know if you're still walking in this plane,
But I do know that I love you, I know I always will,
And in all my foolish, cruel mistakes, my heart is with you still..