Unworthy

Just something I wrote 7th July '08 to kinda get this blog going

Clearly I'm not worth of that which should be shared,
It's clear to me now that you never even cared,
Free of will surely, Fair enough perhaps,
But still it plants me back in a time lapse.
Did you ever know it, did you understand,
That I am nothing simple, nor anything grand?
I am something distant, something so complex,
And just when you can reach it it becomes a shattered mess.
Never have I let someone in so deep,
Let them see into all the feelings that I keep,
But I thought you were different, a whole new board game,
Yet now I come to wonder if maybe you're the same...