To understand

18 May '09

What is it you see when you stare into the rain,
Who is it you trust when you look deep into people's eyes,
Why is it, that when it all comes down to it, no two people can see things quite the same way?
How is it, that when I talk to a person, I understand things that never came up and see the things that never crossed your mind?
How is it so many people only see what is 'obvious' and not make the connections?
Why is it that I work so differently from the rest of the world..
I look into a persons eyes, and I see basics, I talk to a person, and I figure out things that most people could never have pulled from the conversations, but I look into my eyes, and I see nothing, as if there's nothing there for me to see. I am a vampire, invisible in the mirror..
I don't understand how I am able to see so far into other people, past things nobody else bothers to notice, and still, have no way of seeing into myself.
Time comes now to turn my perspective inwards, and find who I am, but for that, I need you to help