Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Sway

You're begging me back and I'm starting to sway,
Say you see your mistakes more every day.
Promised to change and promised it's true,
Promised to show me a better you.
How do I trust feelings unsure
when it comes to my heart, when I'm facing the floor
And how can I trust that your feelings won't sway,
that you won't just forget to love me some day.
I cannot decide, I cannot be sure
Are you able of change, do I open that door

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Drown

How do I stifle this feeling, this warning of danger foreboding
How can I ignore this guidance, this obvious warning of drowning.
How do I pretend not to know what the world is giving to me
That something great is coming, and it's something I don't want to see.
It will overwhelm me with feelings, the kind that I try to avoid
And struggling, choking, drowning, all my strength will have seemed to've deployed.
Once again I'm alone and I'm drowning, in uncertainty, in pain and in fear
But with each night the dawn is approaching and I remember the light is quite near..

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Silence

This silence, it is eerie, it's messing with my head
If only you would talk to me you'd put my fears to bed
But as long as it is silent, I'll always have my doubts
And doubts are what is killing me with tears and fears and pouts.
Do you truely love me, or do you truely not
I want to know what's in your head, to see your every thought
I wish to understand you, to avoid foolish mistakes
To see when I've annoyed you, and not put us at stake
I do my dear, I love you, They're words I need not say
But I share them with you anyway to keep my heart at bay